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.:Tuesday, March 15, 2005:.
::Bet you never thought i'd be here again..... by the time most read this it'll be days old.... WHERE to start..... HMMM first heather if you read my blog, please take care of you're warrent.... It's not like im trying to make this public i've tried to get ahold of you, but thats not so easy.... ANYWAYS you have a warrent on my car for that ticket and i get pulled over all the time for bullshit you couldnt finish..... Im sorry im still really pissed about it..... I guess you're going to have to stay in hawaii bc if you come back you're cute little hawaiian ass is gonna be in jail.... warrents suck, too bad for you... PROB should have gotten that taken care of before you RAN off to hawaii...... silly rabbit, tricks are for kids..... ;) p.s. i always keep dirty names out of my mouth....
Anyways Dustin and i are still together.... We're going on 10 months @ the end of this month.... we've almost made it a year.... Speaking of relationships sam and tt are still together, sam and i kinda started talking again... GOOD to hear good ole voices.... it's good to get past drama, no lies.....
Back to Dustin, things still are kinda different, im always wanting to talk to other guys, he gets jealous... bla bla bla blah...... i quit smoking weed awhile back, it seems it doesnt really get you to class..... SPEAKING OF class... Im starting a new school this thursday actually, i go 730-430 tues,thurs and sat... BUT by the end of 2 years i have a degree in interior design and 70% of my work is all towards my degree.... I tested out of all the math, english bullshit... tcc was such a joke..... so im really excited about it... my parents on the other hand arent quite as excited.... the cost is $37,000.... and yes i mean 3 zero's.... Its a private school so badass..... school's loooking up....
Hurley's a year old now, he's so sweet.... and a great dog.... I still talk to mikey... SPeaking mikey shaved his head off around christmas, WOW.... BIG MISTAKE but it looks good now bc it's growing out and he got it colored and it looks bad ass... so good for him... He loooks good, isnt dating anyone, but still sweet as ever......
Went and saw constantine last night, really good movie... Dustin and i went to go see it the other day but we were so fucked up in a good way (if that makes sense) we left early... I think it might have had something to do with getting it on..... ;)
Ok now that i've written so much and feel like i've got alot out......
Heather,
I need you to know i really did appreciate you're friendship, it sucked that we had to go out like we did. It sucked that we had to have the conversation's we had, the way we had to give each others clothes back... ALL THAT bullshit.... HOWEVER we went through some shit, we saw some things differently.... Im glad you're happy where you are.... I truley believe it's where you need to be and obviously you feel the same way, so in that way im happy for you..... I dont know what you feel, all i know is i feel bitter about getting pulled over for something you LEFT on me..... i feel like you walked away on purpose or ran bc you didnt know any other way... (understandibly) i wouldnt be jumping off a bridge for you at the time either... if you care, just tell them you moved, shit i dont know... ALL I know is i cant do anything, its in you're hands..... It's not like i keep shit i shouldnt have in my car so i dont mind the police, i just hate getting pulled over...... So that's that......

Life takes you through crazy shit, its a wild ride, but what a gift.............
love and peace and kisses too.... stay safe......until i write again::

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.:Saturday, December 18, 2004:.
::Hmmmmm lets see where to begin, 4:46 am.... not tired....
Have like 80 million things going on in my head right now..... Sometimes things seem so sweet until you realize all the sour that comes along with it..... I guess im confused, frustrated, indifferent.... A certain friend brought to my attention the other day..... about the word drama.... whether i considered if it was overused or not..... But it seems like since it was recognized i tried to forget about everything that was happening around me......
I mean one second i feel happy, the next confused, then frustrated..... I mean what defines actual happiness???? Is everything what you make it to be or what is just given to you???? Its like im happy, uhhhh yeah i recognize that.... or do i??? GOd i have so many things going on in my head... I feel like sometimes things are good, and then wham all of a sudden its like getting hit with a fucking bat..... I feel like a huge rock is on my chest, hard to breathe..... I mean that comes with life right? You deal with the cards that are handed to you...... RIGHT????? I hate having serious conversation..... I hate when you think one second things are right and then the next WHAM its all gone..... I feel like im supposed to define what life should be or what people consider social norms... blah out the kazooo.... I just need some time to be with my friends, old school that i havent seen in forever... I NEED That BREATH of freash air.... GOD I NEED SOMETHING.... ITs like im scared to post this bc someone might have an opinion on what i REALLY think... WHY DO PEOPLE have to analyze what they think is right.... WHAT happened to just writing down your feelings bc you need to NOT Because you think someone might read what you wrote down to critize your feelings..... I guess its a matter of me being confused and frustrated as a stated earlier..... I mean what you have one LIFE fucking make the best of it???? Being with someone that you think or know you love, when did that not become important anymore???? DO you have to define love for more than what you originally thought love was supposed to be....????? One day things are good, one second or period of time you TRY living life w/o the anti depressants to just see LIFE for what it is... Not what some prescription is supposed to make you feel like for what other people think you need... GOD THIS IS ME.... this is what im supposed to feel. IF YOU CANT FEEL LIFE FOR WHAT IT IS??? then what the fuck is it all about????? whats the fucking point.... I guess im angry along with everything else... ITs like trying to explain something to someone when they're minds are closed off to what they WANT it all to be... AND NO MATTER what gets said, its their word, WHAT THEY FUCKIGN WANT IT TO BE... ANd is that supposed to make me happy and if not am i supposed to SUPPRESS what i feel????? I mean god, this is my life..... ( did i just repeat myself?) fuck it feels like it... Is someone else supposed to fucking choose my life for me, make my own fuckign decisions when this whole time excuse me, i thought i was living my LIFE for myself.... WHEN DID love not matter.... Can we refer back to a few moments ago in my mind when god reading the bible.... LOVE IS PATIENT, LOVE is KIND, it doesn't envy or boast... ITS JUST LOVE, pure and simple..... ITs like after so long you pour your heart and soul to someone and thats just not fucking good enough.... ITS DEPRESSING.... YOU WANT ME TO BE HONEST???? its depressing..... Its like a fucking 80 ton stone on you're chest and you can't breathe... ITs like hitting the ceiling and having no where else left to go.... WHAT THEN huh????? WIth all the honesty in my heart as we speak this second one person that comes to my mind is a lady friend of mine, kyleen. THat girl always has wisdom way beyond her years.... I miss the hell out of that girl... I miss just driving around with her so we could just shoot the shit, appreciate good music... INSTEAD of all the so called drama i get caught up in... IS THIS WHAT LOVES SUPPOSED to be about???? i dont even know anymore.... WHEN i love you surpasses the actual event, when it doesnt fucking become good enough, what the hell then????? I knew if i just wrote down everything i was feeling i hoped i would just feel better, feel relaxed with some conclusion that hey everything might be alright... ITs not like i can just talk about it, to who??? Im sad frustrated and sorry to vent.... this is my only way....
Take for example, are you someone that needs expensive gifts, do you write someone special a fucking 3o page notebook spilling your feelings for someone just to forget to read it..... Its bullshit, my heart feels empty and im TIRED of it... So tired... but where do you draw the line... GOD I wish someone knew how i feel right now.... JUst everything hurts... and i dont want to have to fuckign rely on some medication that my pyschiatrist thinks is just gonna make everything ok..... WHatever just let me be..... Im not about to slit my wrists to feel better... BC BABY im better than that, ive been down that road, several times to my dismay, where did it get me..... IT got me to realize i value my life more than some blade chilling down my wrist.....
SOmetimes i feel like i need to escape, escape from all the turmoil.... I just want to be happy.... happy with me, happy with myself, happy with my life... AND HOW THE HELL do i overcome all of that.... im lost without a map, and god lead me the way to find myself.... thats what i really need..... so im out once again like a fat trout.... as i value this post im sure someone will find someway to make it their own and to critize writings of someone else just purely bc they dont understand or not willing to fucking understand.... and that in itself is what hurts more than being smacked in teh face..... im confused, pray i find something..... all my love to anyone that might understand what the fuck im thinking..... XOXOXOXO
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.:Tuesday, November 09, 2004:.
::new blog, peace out


http://profiles.myspace.com/users/9102375 ------try that for luck......
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.:Anna blogged on 1:07 AM:.
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.:Sunday, October 10, 2004:.
::I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE dustin lee ryon.....
So i just walked into my room and its a reck... HEY WHATS new??? Last night was really the first night i've had sleep in the past 5 days..... WOW....
Ok so SPEAKING of last night, was amazing... and i'm not talking all about sexual amazing, thats a completely different story..... anyhow dustin and i sleep next to each other all the time, but last night i dont think ive ever felt so comfortable... You know that feeling when you're laying next to someone and its just two bodies, together and its just the most wonderful feeling you've ever felt? Thats how i felt, the whole time..... If i could have froze time, last night i would have....
So i guess i'm going to try to find a new job tomorrow, i don't make shit at hollister, and i barely work EVER... BLAH BLAH BLAH....
So had a great time the other night with amanda and miss jillian. Kinda freaked out that brittney was in the next room sleeping with omus, but hey what do you do? I mean its cool there together, esp if they're happy. Its just i never saw them getting together....
Anyhow i just want to conclude i love dustin.
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.:Anna blogged on 8:08 PM:.
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.:Monday, September 27, 2004:.
::well there's def. been alot on my mind lately.... jodan and i quit talking, quite the amount of bullshit... So of course i should explain what exactly happened.... So I've started taking new meds... LETS NOT FORGET that i'm lucky when i get to sleep anyways.... So there is a period of 3 days where i get say about 4 hours of sleep AT THE MOST... Katie and i are over at the boys house, just having a good time (TO BE HONEST EVERYTHING IS FINE THE WHOLE TIME) then we leave and i get a call from jordan telling me i'm lying about lord only knows what??? ( o yeah why i've been awake for so long) well lets see we're just drinking at you're house and we've been UP ALL NIGHT? AND i'm so confused and like wtf, that i can't explain, I MEAN what about...... So him and my sister talk about why maybe it is that i've been awake... I dont know if amy went off in the deep end or what happened... BUT I EXPLAINED everything to her so i dont know what exactly she said to him.... So NOW jodan and i dont talk, NOT AT ALL, and i'm still confused as to why.... Like its more confusing because am i supposed to call him and justify what? that i have problems when i start taking new medicene? I dont know, i really dont.... So i guess whats meant to be will be and theres no sense in wondering why this all fell out so badly... i feel like he jumped to conclusions, i feel like im confused and all of this just kinda sucks....

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.:Anna blogged on 11:40 AM:.
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.:Monday, September 20, 2004:.
::my weiner is out of control....
or maybe it's me....
i mean seriously i cant really say that my dog willingly likes to go into
his kennel condo.....
just a few moments ago i looked over to see his tail hanging outside his house....
I know that, thats probably normal for some dogs but not mine....


I really like the fact that katy and i made a back pack for him....
what a good idea, seriously, on the reals.... ok i think katies peacin on the
movie so mikeys gonna stop by for a sec to say hi then hopefully i'm out to
jordans... or wait, yea i should study....
peace
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.:Anna blogged on 7:55 PM:.

::All of these events are true and really took place, monday
night at 8:50 pm, check it out..... well earlier and then we'll
get to the 850 talk

by the way im in love with aaron loinette..... wasnt it
OBVIOUS?

banknrump (4:32:26 PM): well if u wanna know the truth i could
have handled a relationship u didnt want one w me thank u very much
banknrump (4:32:33 PM): but blame me that is cool too
APeters03 (4:33:18 PM): i do blame you
banknrump (4:33:53 PM): y is that i tried to get in a relationship u
said u didnt want to get in one then
APeters03 (4:34:06 PM): o lord we are not having THIS conversation
banknrump (4:34:22 PM): i was just thinking the same thing
APeters03 (4:34:25 PM): we BOTH KNOW it never would have worked
out but isnt it CUTE that we STILL talk abotu it
banknrump (4:35:31 PM): well i apologize for anything i did and i probably wouldnt have worked but i wish we could have found out honestly
APeters03 (4:36:33 PM): yeah right
seriously
APeters03 (4:36:49 PM): ok i'm gonna get back to studying
banknrump (4:36:52 PM): u make me laugh
APeters03 (4:36:56 PM): I know
APeters03 (4:36:59 PM): i told you im hilarious
APeters03 (4:37:09 PM): you never listen
banknrump (4:37:44 PM): o i always listen but ur not funny unless ur being serious
APeters03 (4:38:14 PM): Ok seriously then lets make out
banknrump (4:38:27 PM): im down
banknrump (4:38:41 PM): i would drive 5 hours home to kiss those lips
APeters03 (4:38:50 PM): hahha me TOO
banknrump (4:38:57 PM): now that was smooth
APeters03 (4:39:07 PM): bye sweetheart pumpkin toodle cookie cake

NEW CONVO 850 convo

banknrump (8:28:17 PM): o i bet ur not still studying
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apeters03 (8:28:17 PM): studying.....
APeters03 (8:30:55 PM): you're right on target asswipe
banknrump (8:31:51 PM): excuse u i dont appreciate u talkin to me like that
APeters03 (8:32:11 PM): i put my dog in a back pack (well my little sister and i) we cut a hole where the pencils would go for his head to stick out, then i put on a reef rasta beanie, THEN some really cool happy feet slippers and now i'm watching finding nemo while talking to katie whitaker
APeters03 (8:32:40 PM): now tell me if thats not the thing to do RIGHT NOW OR WHAT
APeters03 (8:32:58 PM): o and i've got a really "bad ass" shirt on with a giant bass on the back
APeters03 (8:33:02 PM): jumping out of the water
APeters03 (8:33:20 PM): i'm telling you some people would say i'm the "shit"
banknrump (8:33:21 PM): well of course ur thinkin of the best date in ur life wen watching finding nemo
APeters03 (8:33:34 PM): o my gato i didnt even realize that we saw that together
APeters03 (8:33:49 PM): oooo that completely freaks me out
banknrump (8:33:50 PM): ouch
APeters03 (8:34:07 PM): no i know we saw it together but i didnt realize the corrolation of the events that are happening RIGHT NOW
banknrump (8:34:09 PM): im glad u remember the best day of my life so well
APeters03 (8:34:34 PM): seriously aaron i had no clue....
banknrump (8:34:42 PM): that date was the best thing that ever happened to me
APeters03 (8:35:19 PM): me leaving you back at your house was the best thing i ever did, or wait did you drive?
banknrump (8:35:29 PM): that really hurts my feelings
APeters03 (8:35:40 PM): ooo cmon theres no crying in baseball
APeters03 (8:36:20 PM): seriously
banknrump (8:36:26 PM): wateverbanknrump (8:39:50 PM): our two week relationship or watever is was must have meant nothing to u
banknrump (8:39:59 PM): that was the longest relationship in my life
APeters03 (8:44:22 PM): BELIEVE ME I KNOW THAT
APeters03 (8:45:36 PM): ok im sorry aaron i love you, what, i mean really what do you want me to say? that i actually believe that-that really was the BEST two weeks of you're life bc to me it was more like a couple of hours and that was all making out
APeters03 (8:46:24 PM): ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????banknrump (8:47:17 PM): i dont know wat to say
banknrump (8:47:27 PM): u summed it up pretty googd
APeters03 (8:47:28 PM): ok im totally kidding lets relax and stop rubbing your balls and chill out
banknrump (8:47:43 PM): but i want to rub my balls
APeters03 (8:48:01 PM): dont we all including my daschound
APeters03 (8:48:30 PM): and that means he has TO COME out of the back pack to do it, and i dont think he really wants to RUB you're balls
APeters03 (8:49:08 PM): i can sense a little tension visa vie akwardness during this conversation concordingly i think you should ARGO relax
banknrump (8:50:02 PM): no tension darling
banknrump (8:51:05 PM): i still think ur are the coolest person i know and i have come to realize that my chances with u are over
APeters03 (8:51:08 PM): maybe i should go back to watching finding nemo
banknrump (8:51:33 PM): that is a great movie
APeters03 (8:51:40 PM): it's basically like a game of pool, say you break the BALLS and dammit the white ball goes in first, peace THE GAMES over, you LOSE sucker.....
banknrump (8:52:07 PM): i know u dont have to remind me
APeters03 (8:52:20 PM): O we've got a pool shark here, watch OUT
APeters03 (8:52:31 PM): i swear it's the beanie doing the talking NOT me
banknrump (8:53:13 PM): i honestly dont understand y we dont chill
banknrump (8:53:21 PM): i do hav fun with u
banknrump (8:53:33 PM): but u do play games w my heart
APeters03 (8:53:48 PM): thats the best backstreet boys song EVa
APeters03 (8:53:55 PM): seriously
banknrump (8:54:03 PM): i dont know im a fan of all them
APeters03 (8:54:12 PM): i know aaron we love each other, its meant to be sure....
APeters03 (8:54:18 PM): we
APeters03 (8:54:50 PM): are like two peas in a pod that has been soiled by a dog, it's destined to grow and be eaten by some completely fat lady
APeters03 (8:55:08 PM): ok seriously lets be serious
banknrump (8:55:47 PM): so wat ever happened to ur boyfriend of so long
APeters03 (8:56:21 PM): which ONE
banknrump (8:56:35 PM): isnt that the truth
banknrump (8:56:47 PM): sounds like me and my girlfriends
APeters03 (8:57:13 PM): im kidding
APeters03 (8:57:20 PM): yeah right, dont kid yourself
APeters03 (8:57:30 PM): or me for that matter....
banknrump (8:58:15 PM): i know u act like i dont hav girlfriends but u dont ever want boyfriends
banknrump (8:58:25 PM): or at least that is wat u told me
APeters03 (8:58:27 PM): dude im seriously putting the last conversation and this conversation in the blog, its to sweet and innocent not to be seen by everyone and their dog and cat, and fish argo rats, mice and whatever else you can think up
banknrump (8:59:00 PM): that is because we are obviously in love
APeters03 (8:59:50 PM): so what are you're thoughts about queen....
banknrump (9:00:04 PM): queen wat
APeters03 (9:00:07 PM): have you ever considered being gay?
APeters03 (9:00:15 PM): the gay singer.... ummm serious
banknrump (9:00:29 PM): u really are evil
APeters03 (9:00:49 PM): aaron dont talk to me like that you know im kidding and completely in "loco" about you
APeters03 (9:01:00 PM): you're like a great beer you know
banknrump (9:01:36 PM): no im like a great sexy man
APeters03 (9:01:53 PM): oooo yes a very manly man
banknrump (9:02:39 PM): i just took a huge bong rip
APeters03 (9:04:53 PM): yeah ummmm thats cool
APeters03 (9:05:17 PM): no seriously aaron havent we discussed that im a retired smoker
banknrump (9:05:27 PM): no i know i was just tellin
banknrump (9:05:37 PM): u can still respect me smoking
APeters03 (9:05:57 PM): i can no longer say im a smoker im a joker (which i really am) i'm a midnight toker... the end part is not true.... well any longer bc i explained the whole "retired thing"
APeters03 (9:06:02 PM): or wait im a joker
APeters03 (9:06:04 PM): im a smoker
APeters03 (9:06:06 PM): i cant remember
APeters03 (9:06:17 PM): so when are you coming back
APeters03 (9:08:14 ): ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????/
banknrump (9:09:00 PM)im just fuckin around
APeters03 (9:09:04 PM): with what?
banknrump (9:09:21 PM): i know u dont smoke anymore
banknrump (9:11:58 PM): ru not gonna do anything tonite
APeters03 (9:13:00 PM): well actually im going to watch road rules ummm then grab freddy vs jason, go pick up katie and go to the muthafuckin pimp shack which is jordans robs benjis and gregs
APeters03 (9:13:15 PM): and then we're all gonna sit hold hands and sing songs
APeters03 (9:13:19 PM): if we're all lucky
APeters03 (9:13:27 PM): and that doesn't mean we're all going to get naked....
APeters03 (9:13:32 PM): what about you
APeters03 (9:17:31 PM): oooooooo really ok then im gonna watch road rules and read shooting and elephant by george orwill for school
APeters03 (9:17:36 PM): how about those apples.....
banknrump (9:17:55 PM): o well that sounds like a blast
banknrump (9:18:23 PM): im going over to all these different girls houses and im gonna pimp those hos
APeters03 (9:18:42 PM): no seriously thats what we call their house
APeters03 (9:18:57 PM): seriously now that you have a house and that i was informed by adam you guys can come up with you're own name for you're house
APeters03 (9:19:00 PM): thats just how it goes
APeters03 (9:19:12 PM): but seriously our love will continue never let go jack, never let go.....
APeters03 (9:19:23 PM): the titanic sunk just like our relationship, peace out

and thats the end of that.... time to read, and then go do the damn thing....
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.:Anna blogged on 6:50 PM:.

::away messages while i was at work.... ;)!!!!!!!!!!!!!

banknrump (6:39:03 PM): u said u wanted something cute but unfortunately i dont hav any pics to send of me to u sorry
Auto response from apeters03(6:39:03 PM): at work till 4, leave me something cute....
banknrump (6:39:17 PM): there is obviously nothing cuter

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Cantrell1727 (5:33:35 PM): hey hey good lookin
Auto response from apeters03 (5:33:35 PM): at work till 4, leave me something cute....
Cantrell1727 (1:41:40 AM): well i have always thought u were beautiful, maybe one day i can take u out

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FGLOS03 (11:40:22 AM): ;) for u
Auto response from apeters03
(11:40:22 AM): at work till 4, leave me something cute....

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Ahhhhhh cute cute cute cute cute cute cute.......
So where to start... how about last friday, a first but a memorable moment for all.... It's right up there with the incubus concert on the fourth of july during aqueous transmission, and lets see the first time i went on an expedition with ross sam and taylor... yeah basically along those lines.... let me just say i love you dustin katie and cole.... Ok now moving along... lets see saturday a day for sleep.... so i didnt do much, sunday ooo yeah i worked and then went over to cole and chads.... Ummm lets see o yes then came home, parentals a little emotional so i got myself together and went and hung out with jordan and rob...
A funny story.... from benji to me
"in benji's words"
So i come home last night to find jordan in the bathroom (oooo let me say jordan, rob, greg and benji live in this house all together-my words to u) ok anyways... -back to benji- so i come home last night to find jordan in the bathroom with the lights out, locked inside passed out, then i look into the kitchen to find rob NAKED, completely drunk and crying at the sink swaying saying why do i let myself drink this much.... so the next morning, jordan wakes up (Somehow crawled into the kitchen, passed out on the kitchen floor, and rob curled up in a fetal position NAKED in jordans bed) HAHAHAHAHHAH.... Ok thats hilarious... I guess you have to know these guys to really find this as funny as i do.... To give a little information about the boys, they're all long term friends that graduated from "tech" blech... NO OFFENCE to mi amigos at tech during this moment, i do love you guys.... ANYHOW.... So funny story, and i love those boys....
So i couldn't sleep last night so i called dustin at like 3 and the poor kids half asleep and i'm like obviously I CANT SLEEP... blah blah blah only to find myself up for another hour till i finally passed out... thank god...
So did i mention i watched the passion, finally... WOW, crazy movie, seriously, its one of those movies thats soo super intense and leaves you with you're mouth wide open, i really want to watch it again, but i always end up feeling wierd and bad.... ?
O and yes heather stopped by the other day, real good call on her part considering she only came over to bring over jack shit for katie and i... THERE was only one thing i really wanted from her and that was my 2 INDEPENDENT sweatshirts, that dont even FIT her, i dont know why she insits on keeping them, but she did... and she didnt bring katies blue top.... i dont know whatever, shes gone, good riddens....
So i need to do a little studying, so far so good.... I'm super tired though and it's 1:18.... blah blah blah.... o and did i mention i dont want to work tonight... THAT is a true statement.... i'm out... love you guys

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.:Anna blogged on 11:00 AM:.
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.:Thursday, September 16, 2004:.
::banknrump (8:17:35 PM): i would prefer gettin married now so nobody else steals u from me
(auto respnse from apeters03) getting ready for the evening.... hit up the cell
banknrump (8:18:07 PM): no but really stop toyin w my emotions u dont know how many times i have thought about u being mrs loinette
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.:Anna blogged on 7:11 PM:.
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.:Monday, September 13, 2004:.
::YOU BOYS LIKE MEXXXXICCCCOOOOOOOOOOO???????

well shitfire, i know i do... This weekend was super wack and soooo super fun..... SOOOOOOO we all load up in the sub, ( that counts ROB himself, Mickaleeto, M.R whitakens, Don Juan, Myself and finally KarenKabob....) Seriously this weekend was sooooo much fun I cant even write about it.... (But we'll try anyways.....
So Rob starts of driving, we looooooove it..... Then after awhile Mike takes over and thats when the out of controlness starts happening.... Its Rob and Katie in the Middle and Jordan and I in the back, add in piss and you're well on you're way to understanding the road to mexico..... So we finally get there katie and i are so out of control its rediculous... (In a wonderful wonderful way) so we all pass out, wake up around 10 the next day, katie and i put on our bathing suits and get in the bath tub together... Katie hadn't shaved in like 3 months so it was a little out of control.... Well we suit up and head out... First we hit up this really good restaraunt, then we hit up some of the pharmacies ;) ummmm then THE CORONA club where we had sooooo many good drinks.... WOW, thats all i can say.... Soon after we go to this other club and its bad ass, i mean seriouslly BAD ass.... We were all having such a good time, except jordan and thats bc i put gum in his hair, (Accident).... O did i mention i got my nipple pierced? Ok yes, that is a TRUE statement.... Anyways walking back through the border is really fuzzy all i do know is this... While at the club katie decides to go to the bathroom, however she doesnt look to see that the seat of the toilet is still down, so she ends up pissing ALL over her pants, well shes got on this hippie shirt that goes you know a little past the waist, but not by much, so she decides TO JUST TAKE THEM OFF... forget the pants all together.... HAHAHHAHHAHAHHAH, ok get yourself together anna, so we're walking past the border and uuhhhhh these guys try to "Steal" katie by taking her flip flops (of all things) and meanwhile (or so i hear) from rob that katies screaming my name, when in fact im like 15ft behind her.... HAHHAHHAHA..... ok seriously i'm just gonna say this truly you only make it to acuna once, and this trip was BAD ASS....
oooo did i forget to mention acuna means forgotten city, tooo bad we just brought it back.... I'm out like a fat trout, meet you on the other side......
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.:Anna blogged on 5:31 PM:.
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.:Tuesday, September 07, 2004:.
::So i suppose i should hit the chappelle rap it up button....
Katie got a job at hollister... SUPER fun bc now we get to work together....
Uhhhh lets see awhile back there was a sick sick sick party at jordens.... so cute
Which was bad ass to say the least...
Rob thankyou now for getting naked.....
Next tuesday I finish community service... YES!!!!!
Work is still bad ass....
I'm really starting to contemplate on cutting my hair... I mean its clearly way past the shoulders now, but it takes SO LONG to do anything with it, so i dunno... I really need to start tanning and then i guess i'll take it from there.... I want to go back blonde so as soon as i get paid, i think thats the first thing i'll do.... well other than the tanning thing... Anyhow, schools going ok... Dustin and i really arent... But O well, whats meant to be will be.....
I guess you can tell why, i'm kinda half assin' shit lately and its just obvious to everyone and there dog.... I care about dustin, but i dont think that we're meant to be..... bla bla bla, one ear out the other and then yes please brush it off your shoulder.... But i hate even talking about it soooooo, now that my head feels like its gonna explode i'm out....
o yes VOTE GEORGE BUSH....
and go see garden state for the LOVE OF GOD......
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.:Friday, September 03, 2004:.
::so i worked yesterday for the first time in awhile, as soon as i got there marcus and i just sat and talked in the back, too bad he's wow very good looking.... ok but seriously, on the reals Katie got a j o b!!! Where you may ask? Hollister... Damn straight!!!! So we'll get to work together all the time! super great.... And tonights FRIDAY and dustins familia are peacin out, (EVEN THO I LOVE HIS PARENTS) so :)!!! I think we're going to blow my old phone up... It should be exciting..... I went up to mijos last night mainly to see jordan, which i accomplished, but better not get myself into to big of a pickle... So i'll take those cards as they're given to me....
ANYWAYS i really need to do some laundry, get in the shower and go to school at 11.... OOO and lets not forget a couple hours at least of community service... ggggrrrreeeeeaaaat.... 13 hours left..... I dont have a clue why i'm up at 832 in the morning.... I think its because i've been waking up so early that its starting to become a habit kinda deal... so that kinda sucks.....
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.:Thursday, September 02, 2004:.
::O i just love school, its 8 05 in the morning and im up, grrrreat.... SINCE i slept so good last night anyways..... Poor burrito, ames and i came in and he was soooo sick coughing and throwing up, i felt so bad for him.... Went up to Mijos last night with miss katie lynn and ames, jordan had this HUGE table and i was like wow that must suck... all those crazy singles.... (at mijos) (esp. after they all SWITCHED seats) but wasnt it cute getting to watch that little sashquatch handle his stress levels. I think i would have thrown food in peoples faces.... ok just a sidenote...

well i have school at 930! super.... then work... and then hopefully ill be able to chill bc i dont have class till 11 tomorrow.... ooo but lets not forget after that i'll prob have to do community service... damn
p.s. jordans cute, just called at 830 cute cute cute...
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.:Wednesday, September 01, 2004:.
::well last night was pretty crazy, might as well go ahead and admit that.... I've got school here at 1115 so i need to get myself together so i can make it to school. :/

Go see Garden State.....
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::jordan im thinking of you, im out at 420 am
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.:Monday, August 30, 2004:.
::So its Monday, cool i'm going to community service... Dustin was supposed to wake up this morning and take his test, (which i really hope he did) he didnt leave till 11 so im assuming he didnt go to bed till around 12 and he had to wake up pretty early... so if he didnt take the test he's pretty much (well its his OWN fault)
So school starts tomorrow, ames is basically taking every class with me EXCEPT for one, which in a way is cool because we can help each other, HOWEVER i just know if theres drama with me and amy its gonna bother me during class..... But at least ames is going to school... Did i mention i finally got my phone turned back on, HECK yes....
Ok so i'm sitting here typing on the computer and hurley who is fully capable of jumping off the bed and running over here is just crying and barking like his life is over.... so i WALK over to the bed grab him and now he's sleeping on my lap.... SPOILED. He's gotten SO BIG.... I saw some pictures just the other day of him when he was a little puppy and now hes almost as big as bam if not as big.... OR BIGGER. Honestly if he had longer legs i think he would be bigger than bam, but he's a wiener sooooo.......... So i really need to go out to wichita falls. Sal already went back and got her apartment so i need to go visit on the asap... Kristen called last night she moved to arlington... I believe she said shes living with her boyfriend dustins best friends girlfriend... (thats long) but shes happy so thats good.... Alright well i have alot alot alot to do today so im out....
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.:Friday, August 27, 2004:.
::How cute sam still reads my blog.......

Ok ok be serious...... Oooo in case you read again, I dont know how you came up with me flipping you off???? yeah i had it planned that sam was gonna drive by at that exact second, shit you caught me!!! I was literally waiting outside for her to drive by so i could flip her off and then i slam the door.... Secondly even if that was true if someones driving by do they have time to see all of that???? sounds like someone took it a step to far.... drama... BLAH BLAH BLAH... why can't everything just be fine, what its been a year and still its like, why all the hostility? Oooo i forgot its sam!!!!!
Anyways so last night the ole bf came by, we really didnt do anything, but had fun... I've been so busy with community service/ work/ trying to be with dustin, i hardly have time to just sit....
Ok well i'm going to go make some grilled cheese!!!! YES! I'm out....
oooo and sam no hard feelings... you're reply, what a bitch.....
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.:Wednesday, August 25, 2004:.
::so hmmmmmmmmmmm...... where to begin....
Ok well yesterday i think i saw sam driving which is crazy, (bc i hate how events get passed from mouth to mouth) but being that as it may dustin informed me that taylor kicked sam out of their apartment... ok? so i'm like alright (i mean what do you do with that kind of information) am i supposed to stick in my back pocket dustin? o well anyhow so he tells me that taylor took the car away bla blah bla and then YESTERDAY obviously this proves that word by mouth just doesnt quite work bc i'm almost 710% that yes in fact it was sam driving behind me, obviously i couldnt look bc i was driving but katie turned around and was like thats sam and i want my fucking puma jacket, pull the car over.... funny... ( i dont think so) anyways as we arrive to katies i turn around completely random, who do i see drive by????? oooo how convienent a car that looks exactly like the one i just saw her in.... i think it would have been more grrr if i hadnt gotten drunk last week and out of the blue decide to text message her and be like ooo hey sam whats up..... It just proves that drinking doesnt get you anywhere....
so i guess that was a good place to start... Ames car is compeletly messed up, "i accidently almost hit a cat" o well.... i think she should have just hit the cat... OR i mean you know cats are so freaking fast anyways it prob would have completely dogged the car and peaced out like it was nothing....
So dustin used the "L" word... Cute i would say, he's sweet. Mikey sent me a text message the other day saying why dont you stick that knife into my heart a little harder or something like that.... WELL ok mikey whatev.... Dustin came over last night and we just hung out and cuddled with the weiner... Tonight is wednesday and i think katies wanting to go out to arlington, dont know how i feel about that one, but we'll see.... I mean if we're going out there friday anyways i dont know that i want to get all out of control tonight.....
alright well im gonna get ready for community service... I'm out like a fat trout......
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.:Monday, August 23, 2004:.
::Check this out


www.resetmusic.com
Thanks bob for once again giving me something to smile about!
personally i say listen to the Beatles / Slick Rick Mix----->Mother Natures Rick.... :)!!!
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::so finally started working... I really dont know about the girls at hollister, most are really sweet... Some just kind of look at me like ummmm you're new... All the guys are super rad so thats all great. And honestly i really really really like my job. And its cool because now my closets full of hollister clothing.... RAD.....
So i sal and i went and partied at dustins on saturday after i got off work, i think she felt kinda wierd considering michaels new gf wouldnt shut up.... O well.... So then that same night after sal left and michael left (who didnt say bye bc he's still mad about me being mean to his gf) HOWEVER in defense sal, cody, bobby, dustin and I were all upstairs sitting outside on the patio when this girl practically runs up the stairs and is like dustin make me a drink.... Me and sal are like did you forget how to say PLEASE? so nothing was really said other than the fact that i made a comment to michael, "you're girlfriend is really demanding...." ok well whatever michael get over it please....
So i finally got my phone fixed..... GRRR so my old phone goes out of control then i lost it (i guess) at dustins uncle..... So then the phone mikey bought me went into the washer... Well i babysat jennys kids on wednesday night bc she got a boob job and a tummy tuck, well they get back the next day and they gave me a 100, so i went got my phone fixed and then did some shopping at where HOLLISTER.... excellent....
Anyways soooooooooooooooo, saturday sean and micah came up to see me :), ooo and so did mikey and brock... :I oooo well anyways.... SO i need to go do some community service... and then school starts i think next week :O..................
Holy canolie i need to get my books on the asap.....
I'm in a pickle jar.... in case anyone was wondering....


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.:Sunday, August 08, 2004:.
::AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH finally i have a JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It would be a lie if i said hey guys I'm not excited.... Cody got to explain all the stuff today which is sooooo super cool bc we kidded around the whole time.... Dustin was supposed to go up the the mall today and meet me up there but didnt go to sleep until 1030 THIS MORNING... real cool dustin... GRRRR.... So i guess dustin and i technically talking/together..... I left mikey a message saying although everything you do you mean well it's not ok to buy things (like trying to buy love) dustins like a breath of fresh air, and he so sweet.... However during all this possible dustin anna stuff.... I just dont want to take mikeys ring off.... WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?! AND with all that i just LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE being around cody.... Today when he was explaining everyhting to the other ppl who got hired he was just drawing on my foot.... I dont know....
So tomorrow i'm gonna go up to grace and get my hours figured out so i can work around those hours... Also tomorrow night i have to go up to southlake towncenter to do jury duty... GRRRR... And also i need to go up to hollister to buy a few things, considering with all honesty i dont wear alot of hollister clothing..... So blah blah blah merry christmas....
Burrito just got into the bath tub... Beat me to it! Shucks... Ok i'm out like a fat trout.... Happy Sunday
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.:Saturday, August 07, 2004:.
::So i'm confused......
1. i finished the Davinci Code.... Sick book, PLEASE READ
2. Mikey bought me a video camera phone and (i'd had it less than 1 day) and it went for a dip in the washer..... That kinda pissed me off....
3. Katies birthday was yesterday, she's 20!
4. I got a job at Hollister and i start tomorrow... However i really dont shop at hollister alot, SO....
5. Mikeys killing me, he buys stuff, i feel like i have to accept it, then he freaks out and goes all nuts.
6. I went to Dustin's last night and had an awesome time..... (I love his parents)
7. Random bit of info, One of Dustins moms friends works out with laura clancy.... (small world)
8. I'm kinda nervous about the whole job thing...
9. I really wish Hurley would learn to use the bathroom, because its annoying us all.....
10. I wish i had a phone that WORKS
11. I have to wake up early tomorrow, ugh....
12. Theres too many of my parents friends over, and its making me sick....
13. Ames went to work so now i'm here wanting to choke myself....
14. Katie comes home next thursday, well leaves wednesday but gets her thursday... I'm STOKED.....
15. I think i want to go back to sleep and it's 8:11...
16. I need to do community service, RIGHT MEOW....
(ends at september 13th) ugh....
17. I love when my sheets get out of the dryer bc they smell really good.....
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.:Sunday, August 01, 2004:.
::So dustin and I got back from Mexico on thursday!!!! Had an awesome awesome awesome time..... Dustin and I left on Sunday had a layover in Miami and got to Mexico by around 1... First things first, dustin gets two coronas we all load into this MASSIVE van and then leave for the hotel... Playa is about 45 minutes out of Cancun so we were in that van for awhile.... When we finally got to the hotel it was GORGEOUS.... So very tropical... (Had a very good time on the beach) ;)The only thing that super sucked was the Humidity.... Not cool.... Speaking of the trip, Dustin just called and saw he got two of the cameras developed today... Said the pictures are super super good... :)!!!!!! So he's gonna come over tomorrow after his test.... Cant' wait to see them....
When i got home Hurley was very excited to see me!!!! As soon as i walked into the door hurley ran up to me just crying and rolling around.... (I missed him alot) Mum Mum said that he would run into my room and just sulk and be depressed.....
So I'm reading the Davinci Code right now, AWESOME book..... I recommend it to anyone... Seriously if you're looking for a good book, read it.... Honestly religion, theres soooo much to it, do all you can to read into it....
So ames bj and Mikey all went on a cruising yacht today, yuch.... whatever.... I just dont really know how i feel about mikey. Everything was fine before i left and then i got back he got all pyscho and now i'm like... ugggh? And i never thought in a million years in the first place dustin and i would be where we are right now but it's not like i didnt suspect what happened wasnt going too... SO i dont know... I just know i'm sick of feeling upset all the time again... And i know when i'm at dustins i dont feel like that...
So Mikey recently rebought me a watch from fossil that i already had so i took it back and bought two pair of really cute pants and a hat.... Walked over to hollister and cody was working and asked if i watned a job, there or abercrombie... EITHER OR IS FINE, just get me a job kiddo.... And to top all that, that kid has gotten so cute it's rediculous... I'm serious as soon as i saw him i was like wow those teeth, he's grown up, so cute!
So miss whitakens birthday is Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SWEEEEEEEET! I'm so proud of the news babe.... But seriously she comes home not this week but next thursday!!!!! AAAAAAH!!! I"m so excited.... Wonder if all the talk heather ever did about going ever went? Still going to school, wonder wonder wonder.....
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO anyways hope everybody's been welll... I'm out to go read that or get into the bath tub!
Sal i can't wait to see YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE MY NEW YORKER!!!!





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.:Saturday, July 24, 2004:.
::So Heck Yes.....
So last night, quite a night shall is say... I'm so super stoked that finally i got to see Omus'..... And britney and bbb-what. Met a cool black guy named Ken.... The only thing i couldn't understand was why nobody had heard of NAPOLEAN DYNAMITE..... There was this one white guy that was like would it be cool if i got a diamond ring to match my diamond watch.... And im like ummm if you do that you're going to look like a douche bag i'm sorry... I mean he seemed cool i was just being honest.... Here's the condradiction, (did i spell that right?) bc on one hand he could be doing it bc it's his style and his thing... HOWEVER lets be honest who really does do that? Diamond rings, 1 at that and tries to pull it off i dont think so....
Anyways today's the last day before dustin and i leave for mexico..... GGGGgggRRREat.... Totally stoked, i guess... The thing is my neighbor jenny was like if you get any water in your mouth you're going to die of stomach illnesses... And i really don't want that! So it's bottled water and sun tan lotion here guys.... I might have overpacked bc i have actually two bags fully packed... (shoes, clothes, but NO HEATHER BROWN SHIRT) hahahhahahahhahahahha
Ok seriously.... So my weiner has offically made me upset... The dog wont stop crapping on the floor... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, you're 5 months old and i know you know GRASS MEANS CRAP.... ggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.............
So Ames birthday is coming up... And i don't get to be here for it :( i really do love you ames... And you're gonna be 22 thats practically a grandma..... Don't worry you still have a couple more years on ya..... I love you sweetheart and i'll be thinking of you on you're birthday! (while im in mexico laying on the beach with a fat strawberry margarita....) (with no water......) I know i don't want to get sick.... Anyhooskers, it was really cool seein everybody last night over at omus' place of stay.... i was thankful in my own true self somewhere that heather wasnt there... that wouldnt have made me a very happy camper at the campsite... Anyways.... its gold trousers shorts for me kids... Love all of you in case i dont make it through the water incident in mexico... Until i see or blog again... Over and out, and im out like a fat trout.....
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.:Thursday, July 22, 2004:.
::So once again.... (Haven't blogged in awhile) lets see where to begin... OOO yes, how about last weekend.... Michael, Bobby, Dustin & I went out to Dustin's lake house for the weekend and had an absolutly awesome time... I think we all got a little too crazy (if thats possible) on sunday night because we all woke up with bruises, (bobby vs. michael) (anna vs. bobby)/ burns and mosquito bites... O and lets not forget how bobby and i went all ninja kill the wasp nest at 2 in the morning... WOOOOOOah... Anyways last weekend was dynamite... (as stoney would say)
MOOOOOVING along.... So if you haven't seen anchorman or Napolean Dynamite GO SEE IT.... On a Personal note i enjoyed Napolean Dynamite more but agree to disagree they're both really funny....
So i'm getting more and more excited because sunday is approaching rapidly... Saturday finally they're having big mikes funeral so i'm gonna go, which means i have to get everything together tomorrow i guess cause saturday is gonna be to much of a bummer to do very much... At SOME POINT i have to make it out to dustins  (on saturday obviously) because our flight leaves super early in the morning... SO  by sunday afternoon i'll be on the beach passed out sleeping... CAN'T WAIT...
SOOOOOOOOOOOOO heather called last week bitching about some brown shirt... BLAH  BLAH BLAH BLAH... I mean the first time she called asking if i wanted to go to bahama breeze was cool for ummm about 10 seconds... until i realized what are you thinking  & Also i was in mineral wells rock climbing and lets not forget would i ummm no thanks.... So then the second call..... (the next day) So i was being cool because im thinking shes gonna be like go ahead and bring the stuff over whenev.... bla bla bla... NOPE, she calls BITCHING about a shirt i dont even have, then starts bullshiting about katie da da da da da.. in one ear & out the other... I FORGOT WHY I STOPPED PICKING UP MY PHONE WHEN SHE CALLED..... So i figure i have two of her bathing suit tops that i wouldnt mind getting rid of, i dont have the brown shirt (SO HEATHER IF YOU READ THIS go ahead sweetie buy a new one) and if its the one i think it is good try trying to find it since it came out a couple years ago.... All i really want from that girl is my  two independent sweatshirts because i know they dont fit her, and MY WILL FERRELL dvd... GGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.....
I can't wait till sunday... Lay out on the beach, have a drink with dustin and tan.... STRESS RELIEF.....
I'm out like a fat trout..... 

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.:Thursday, July 15, 2004:.
::Well it's Thursday, I think? Yes Thursday, GREAT.... I went rock climbing yesterday in Mineral Wells, Rock on... I love love love love love rock climbing but it was so damn hot and it smelled like rotton fish.... (i think that's because of the trash cans that the public enemy forgets to empty) Good times...
I decided yesterday that i would really enjoy being a reef rep. so at any given moment i would enjoy that j o b.... Great....
Heather called yesterday to see if i wanted to go to bahama breeze... But unfortunatly i was in MINERAL WELLS, too bad. However things sometimes dont work out and still i need to give her back that "american flag" bikini top and that white one too.... So at some point i need to get my ass together and go give her that stuff.... On a likely note heather has two of my independent sweaters and a really cute shirt that ties in the back, but i dont know that shes planning on giving me my stuff... Really honestly didn't get a chance to talk about it but i don't see why not...
My weiner's gone crazy to say the least that bastard keeps running around like a chicken with his head cut off...
SCOTCH SCOTCH SCOTCH.... I LOVE SCOTCH....
Anchorman was really funny. I most def. enjoyed that movie. Even though the whole time ames and bj were drinking what SCOTCH! Ames is like anna try some of this and i'm like ok why, ames is like it's coke just taste it.... (?) so i try it and WOW i was very suprised that it was not coke at all.... SCOTCH SCOTCH SCOTCH......
Anyways i would recommend it to everyone... congrats...
So i put some pictures on the computer.. OOPs i mean amy helped me put pictures up... I'm a computer dummy sometimes...
I wish for the life of me that BAM would give us all a good shut the hell up before he gets SUCKERPUNCHED! OOOOO yeah after the movie last night ames bg mikey and i strolled up to red robin (however we didn't make it inside) anyways i thought i saw t voskamps car there, and i just felt sad because i really miss that kid... Then i hear that ring in my head, "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON" which brings me to my next subject...
THEY FOUND THE BASTARD that killed mike.... O WAIT i mean they know who did it... The sons of bitches police department knows who did it but now they're "waiting" for the asshole to turn himself in... OOOOO wait cj (big mikes bro is missing now too) great grand wonderful... Sal said sheas a mess... (miss you momma shea)
ANYHOW Mike & c.j's parents still can't get into the U.S because they're so high up in nigeria and the U.S just can't seem to let them come over... COME ON GUYS IT'S ONE BIG TEA PARTY FOR A FUNERAL.... I HATE THE U.S sometimes....
OOOO WAIT last night i as i said i really enjoyed anchorman, at the end the dummy retard ends up working for the bush administration... And i should have kept my mouth shut but i LOVE president BUSH, and i just decided to tell everyone in the theatre i'm PRO bush. John Kerry can suck a fat viva gordita for all i care.... GGGGGGRRRR... B.J was giving me a hard time about Red Robin saying there was a convention at R.R and i should prob go just for that reason.. Hey if you don't like president bush, eat a dick or I'll eat you're face..... OFF....
Anyways i was very angry last night about the asshole murderer and the movie comment about bush but then i finally came home to my weiner and felt 80 times better. GREAT EXCELLENT....
Anyways (this is very random) but we found out yesterday that kate's friend allison is adopted and her adopted parents made her convert to jewishness, which is wierd because she should be able to make the decision for herself but whatever.. I guess that she really enjoyes the jewish camp she attends, so excellent..... Kate said she attended the camp yesterday to say farewell to allison for the summer and she got a FREE LUNCH! Great feed the normal white kids.... Just kidding to all the jewish people out there... WE really do love YOU! You're special in you're own way... Except for the fact that mikeys ancestors hate YOU and they all want you to die, RIGHT NOW! In case any one was wondering mikey's family were all nazi's.... We all know it!
So farewell for now it's time to go drive my mom crazy like i do EVERYDay well until dad comes home and yells at me for doing nothing with my life!
GREAT that's the second time Hurley got yelled at for eating pencil lead.... What a asshole weiner... Ok so seriously guys lay out time... Merry christmas...
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.:Wednesday, July 14, 2004:.
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::I was just looking on Bob's Blog, and i really really really enjoyed the picture of Bob in the basketball net, I MEAN REALLY ENJOYED The picture... Good times...::

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::Good, Bad, In between news, THEY FOUND THE CAR that had a run in with Mikes car but they found it burnt up with No Gold rims or liscence plate. Supp. the police "know" who did it but their waiting for THEM to come foward... BLAH BLAH BLAH whatever i hope so.... The cool thing is theres a $10,000 reward now for anyone who knows anything about the guys car....
I had a bunch of really wierd dreams last night, and i hate when that happens because i always wake up feeling wierd about stuff. I mean my dreams are SUPER realistic, last night it was so real i could have sworn on 50 fish that i had really moved and lived somewhere else.... WIERD...
And in conclusion i really want to go rock climbing today, that would make my day so lets cross our fingers that, that works out....
PRAY for the EROKWU'S.... (his family's last name is nigerian)
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.:Tuesday, July 13, 2004:.
::12 offical more days till CANCUN!!!!!!!!
Ok so that's exciting, not so exciting is that the funeral is coming up and that sucks sucks sucks... Sal's gonna fly down sometime soon and we're gonna go to big mikes funeral...
BY THE WAY,
http://www.timesrecordnews.com/trn/local_news/article/0,1891,TRN_5784_3029165,00.html
For anyone that wants to read about it. Also you're gonna have to copy and paste that to read.
So yesterday ames, bj, gusstauph, mikey and i went out on the boat. Thereafter we ventured to some crazy steak place where you threw you're peanuts everywhere... I just had fun throwing peanuts at amy....
I need to call miss whitakens today, i havent called or picked up just bc i havent wanted to tell her about big mike....
ALSO maggiemayberry i understand you're going through a bit of a hard time, just remember god doesn't give us anything we can't handle... And that if this isn't it there's something 10 times better!
Love you all...
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.:Sunday, July 11, 2004:.
::So i was swimming in the pool, mum and jenny were talking and i hear sal's ringer. Well considering i was wet i was like ill call her as soon as i get out... So since sal and i still keep in touch (being that she lives in NY) and with all honesty we do talk quite a bit i was like ok ill call her right back... Normally we're all pepp'd to talk to each other but all i can hear is sally sounding really bummed out, well it turns out big mike was shot last night in dallas... Big mike and cj were like brothers to sal and i so it really sucks to hear all this... I know people reading this have no clue who this kid is being that he went to midwestern st. but pray for the fam.... Everything happens for a reason... ;(
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.:Thursday, July 08, 2004:.
::So I woke up kinda late today blllllaaaaaaaaaaa.... I so so so so so wanted to hang with sean today but that didn't work out because i started cleaning the inside and outside of my car... it tooke me until about 430, then i sat for a little bit, ate and then he was going to kmk.... WHICH I MUST ADD IM NOT... bummmmmmer....
So i just talked to amy brown online and im sooo happy because i havent talked to her in soooooooo LONG! SO glad to hear from her!!!!
Well hate to end the conversation so short but i must go see if freeman is gonna start! Peace & LOVE
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.:Wednesday, July 07, 2004:.
::SO alot happened last night, personally i really don't want to talk about it... But for all girls who may read this don't get with in 5 ft of Daniel the manager at mijos... I wouldn't want you cornered into something you def. didn't want to do....
This sucks because i have absolutly nothing to write about. I'm fucking pissed that grown FUCKING man thinks that he can just do whatever the fuck he wants. I'm so grossed out.
So Mikey brought me a cancun survival kit for me yesterday... I'm looking at this box and i'm like well what's this... INSIDE THE BOX INCLUDES.... (keep in mind he's already bought me a jim morrison billabong bathing suit and reef flip flops)
inside this box is ANOTHER CUTE billabong bathing suit, a billabong surf shit thing, new reef flip flops and a pair of SPY sunglasses... And let us not forget sun tan lotion and sun tan lotion with spf so i won't burn... I was like uhhhhhhh.... thanks
I mean it's random because he's well aware that i'm going to cancun with dustin and me and mikey aren't together so???? I mean i was like mikey i couldn't accept all this, really. And he just gave me the look like anna be serious i bought it for you... SO anyways cute stuff... The swimsuits on the blog along with the weiner... ISN'T HE GETTING SOOOO BIG!!!!?
Alright well Burrito left for New York today and Mum and Kate are shopping so i think im gonna go clean my room....
SPEAKING OF NEW YORK, I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU SAL!!! You're a jerk for being at yankee stadium as we speak! Love you babe...
Everyone have a wonderful day!
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.:Tuesday, July 06, 2004:.
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i love my weiner and i love to stroke him all night long.
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.:Anna blogged on 7:02 PM:.

::Well the 4th came and went and what a extravaganza that one was.... First off I strolled by Bj's so i could see good ole stoney but when we got there, there was this awful crew of people i hadn't ever seen over there before... It ranged from girls that looked like they'd been best friends with crack to asshole rednecks to overweight football nazis... So i quickly but nicely said my hello's and then goodbye's... I finally got to Dustin's around 7 or 8 which i was to the extreme excited about (Since bj's went down the drain) I got to meet his grandma and some of his parents really close friends, which was really nice. Curtis (one of his dad's good friends) scared the absolute shit out me from telling me all kinds of ghost stories.... And officially by the end of the night i couldn't sleep and DIDNT until about 530 in THE MORNING! Well that's also because dustin kept me AWAKE until about 3 and then I REALLY Couldnt sleep so i went on mission im water deprived ---->(and i end up with a coke) I SHOULD have gone to find some sort of liquor to put me to sleep but at the time, that didn't really come to mind... Soooo after all that i STILL couldn't sleep so i ended up going into the other bedroom upstairs to watch a movie--->which kept me UP UNTIL 530... GREEEEAT... So finally at 11 i go back to dustins room to crash back out.... (or think im going to accomplish that) WELL SWEET OLD DUSTIN got some good sleep so he's kinda already awake and THATS JUST GREAT BECAUSE i get to stay awake too... Anyhow we both woke up watched anger management and then i went home to chill at the casa... OF COURSE as soon as i get home burrito has something to BITCH at me for, AS ALWAYS... i swear my parents bitch at me more than anyone else... Amy has a job so she does whatever the hell she wants to and my mom NEVER EVER makes kate do anything so who's left to do everything ELSE? ME ME ME ME ME ME ME!!!!! GREAT... So more than antyhing else now i need to go get a fucking job so i can exempt myself from doign things around HERE!
Kate and i just made a shirt for Hurley and he looks sooo sooo sooo cute, only im sure it's only a matter of time before mum takes it off just because "he doesnt' like it" LIKE THE DOG GIVES A SHIT... Anyhow today's tuesday I'm gonna go clean my room eat some lunch and then hopefully get the hell out of here... DID I MENTION lay out, need to keep that one up for CANCUN!!!!!!
Alright everyone have a wonderful wonderful day... Im out like a fat trout...peace::

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.:Sunday, July 04, 2004:.
::my bum bums wet from my swim suit so im not gonna sit here a real long time... (ACTUALLY i should so when kate comes to sit down her ass will be ALL WET TOO!!!!) what a prankster i am... So ames found that picture of my eyes on bobs blog... BOB IF you're out there I MISS YOU TONS & TONS... I believe after a few beer bongs the other day ames and i tried calling....
ANYHOW ames just brought a good point that stoney and i need to have a little discussion 1 2 1 2.....
Ok so like i said im not gonna sit here real long, the seats already wet enough to soak kates bum... Im out like a fat trout... Happy 4th of July::

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::HAPPY 4TH OF JULY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!::

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.:Saturday, July 03, 2004:.
::Well tomorrow's July 4th!!! I love love love love love love LOVE LOVE LOVE fireworks... I don't know about everyone else but fireworks are fun to watch and esp. to SET OFF!!!! So I hope everyone has a safe and fun holiday!!!!!
Anyways so I went to dustin's last night to see him and michael... I guess they had alot of fun in the bahamas... (swimming with the dolphins) ;) they would... I talked to a certain someone yesterday which really sucked because i just hate conversation like that... Sometimes you just have to reach a point when you have to move on. anyhow
I talked to K whitakens last night, I MISS HER so much... I'm soooo super proud of her for moving to hawaii... It sounds like her and jared are doing GREAT. Im downstairs in my parents room right now and i just went to look and the television and my cute cute cute wiener just ran into the room. Hurley's getting sooo super big and he's still only 4 months... Honestly i wouldn't be suprised if the dash HOUND weighed more than Bam.... I keep telling mum mum and burrito to give bear away because he's turned into a grumpy old man, but no such luck...
So i think im gonna have to go lay out so adios amigos...
Happy July 4th as of tomorrow...
PARTY PARTY PARTY TOMORROW EVENING!!!!!!
i love mum mums oatmeal cookies!!!::

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.:Friday, July 02, 2004:.
::CONNIE got a LITTLE too drunk last night.... MEMO.
Seriously though guys I'm starting to see more and more people come on up to mijos for karaoke night. GREAT... Tell me this HOW in the world does a chinese woman come to own a MEXICAN RESTARAUNT? ANYWAYS.... Ames just informed me that they had to CARRY CONNIE to her car, drive her home AND THEN PUT HER TO BED!
SO lets see i always take way to long to blog... Katie left for HAWAII!!! FOR A LONG ASS TIME TOO.... (party on with chance) But its all cool because dustin invited me to go to cancun with him so officially now i should probably get a j O b.... Mikey and i have kinda started talking again... (AS FRIENDS) but he's really nice so its all good.... I went to Seans last night, well mijos and seans... and then mijos again.... but still... I've always loved how funny sean is, sooooo good times... Im in a pickle.... To say the least. I quit kinda talking to Wes cause i didn't feel like we were having any type of quality conversation except with the fact of him saying YOU want to smoke?.... Well as good as a conversation of the 4 words could and can be i decided to stop that whole thing.... My feelings honestly are Mikey screwed with my head so i'm scared to be in a relationship with ANYONE... I just dont want to have to talk to someone all the time about what i'm doing, where i'm going OR when i'm gonna be back... EVER AGAIN thanks....Anyhow i really wanted to lay out today but it doesn't look like it's gonna get sunny so I guess it's laying around the house today Once AGAIN.... over and out....
DUSTIN GETS HOME TODAY FROM THE BAHAMAS.... :)!!!!!!!
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.:Saturday, June 12, 2004:.
::sooooooooooooo been awhile.... I GUESS SOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!
So week long party at mi casa? Holy canolie dude..... I'm sitting here staring at this computer like woah nelly what ARE YOU DOING?! Party all the time guys and that means, NOT trying to type while you've been partying.... ANYWAYS though, Miss Katy and Heather are doubling it up in the shower so i decided i have some time to spare... So broke up with Mikey did i mention that? Can't remember... One of the most rediculous relationships i've ever been in mostly cause NO GUY is gonna tell MISS PETERS what to do... This week was wicked chill, had a good time.... I think my party pants have been on for ummmm 3 months straight, time to give it a Slllloooooow motion for meeeeee..... Blogs blogs blogs where o where have you been?
and now i have come to a "writers block" o shit.... natty light gets you're mind thinking about other things... Got to talk with miss ernst last night, dude i love that chick and she's been gone for way to long... ODE to old friends that you get to talk to after a looooong time... DID i mention i saw tyler sharp and his hot dreads today?.... I swear his hottness just keeps getting better and better and OOOO better than the better i said before.... Mum mum and burrito are arriving home tonight, they've been gone for quite awhile...... I've got to say i miss them even though they're pissed cause we through some parties.. Personally i would say no biggie, except for the fact jenny (the next door neighbor) came over and found a bunch of people sleeping in random places....Anyways party all the time, 80's style... I love all of you and those i havent seen in a long time a sweet shout out to you... Everyone have a lovely day and MERRY christmas, santa loves you!::

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.:Thursday, April 29, 2004:.
::WOW guys BEEN a LONG time, No? When i say alot has happened i mean TONS.... SO the update is my grandma harris died, I went back to indiana and mikey followed. He drove all night to come be with me in i.n. (pretty sweet) I'll get back to that later... So my sweet ginnie died as well (a couple of days ago)... Very hard to have a pet die, I'm steal dealing with it... Heather left for florida today, i took her and her mom to the airport.... dear lord i love that girl... 420 was awesome, went and partied over at omus', always a pleasure... So school's good, glad to be getting shit accomplished while having a bit of fun... Mikey and I aren't doing so well... First and foremost everyone who knows me knows i'm all about me being me... he wants me to quit everything and mold me into this completely different girl. It's really hard to breakup with someone you really thought you cared about... Not to mention this kid buys me flowers about once a week, just all kinds of cute shit that i dont even ask for... ok blah blah blah... THe point is its all materialistic... All he does is get mad at me ALL The time... O you smoked a cig the WORLD is over... I'm all about looking at this one life and having a good time, i don't need to be with someone who acts like a parent... I'm no where near ready to be serious to the point that i can't hang out with my friends... So i don't know time tells and whats meant to be Will sooo no worries right? SO still no job, although i have looked... applied a few 1 places... So yep, lets go ahead and give amy the thankyou for fixing the blog... I'm out but ill be back... ::

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.:Saturday, March 06, 2004:.
::well it's saturday... and im competely tired..... I would go to sleep but im going through some mikey withdrawels.... Speaking of withdrawels, lets talk about heather being gone one day and im already a basketcase.... My smoke buddy is gone.... :( However i know shes having an awesome time in Hawaii!!!!
So Mikey went out with one of his friends tonight, which sucks because mum mum and burrito went out and i just want to cuddle with him.... I guess if i had left roanake earlier i would have gone, but i really wanted to chill with sal. I've basically figured that i could be with him for the rest of my life and be happy... We're so happy when we're together... Speaking i forgot to mention mikey and i went to san marcus last weekend for a little wakeboarding expedition.... I honestly dont know how he rode with the freezing water and the wind, but he did...
Being bored sucks, i havent sat at my house in sooooooooo Long.... AHHHH living at home.... NOW THATS SOMETHING THAT SUCKS... Esp. lately, mum mum fights with me ALLLLLL THE TIME.... i'm not going to lie when i say im ready to MOVE out.... I still don't have a job and mikey was talking about moving out but he wants to get a house and what ever happened to apartments? Plus i wouldnt want to move away from heather.... And lets not forget that i still go to TCC and he goes to UNT.... (so where do you find the medium)
Last night i got kinda sick and mikey got me medicene and aleve and put me to sleep and just layed there with me (even though he wasnt tired) which was soooo super sweet.... Then i woke up this morning to gorgeous flowers next to my bed... I love that he buys me flowers all the time, it really makes me feel sooo special... He's the perfect boyfriend and each day things get better and better and better......
So brittany informed me that sams getting a boob job, i really didnt want to know anything about that girl, even thinking about her makes me sick to my stomach. So i guess sams still mooching off that family. Its sick. We all knew i guess now everybody just keeps it to themselves... Not to mention sam could you have cheated on taylor anymore? it really grosses me out....
So schools going good.... Talking to sal this week really made me miss wichita falls... She said chuck went to jail... funny. I havent decided what im going to do next semester with school. Stay here, Midwestern, Unt with mikey or what... I know no matter what sooner of later i've got to get out of this house and get a job.....
So im hungry so i think im gonna go munch....

p.l.u.r::

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.:Tuesday, February 24, 2004:.
::Well yesterday was Linkin Park, I must say it was quite a show.... I know Kate had an awesome time sitting 15 feet away from the stage! Anyways i haven't blogged in a long time.. I get caught up with school, chillin blah blah blah that i forget about the ole blog.... To be honest i'm not quite sure that 12:31 at night is the right time to be blogging in general but whatev..... Bottom Line-Im tired from last night....
I never said anything about Valenines Day but it was pretty awesome... Mikey brought over some flowers today, just randomly.... ( nice )
Really i don't have alot to say, i guess im kinda bored.....
Ames is dating a new guy, don't know what i really think about him... But i guess I just miss Derek... OVERALL though its not my decision who amy dates so o well.....
YEa good call on tomorrow already being wednesday..... OVER & out....::

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.:Sunday, February 08, 2004:.
::I can't wait for it to get warm outside...::

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.:Saturday, February 07, 2004:.
::I must say that I love going to Veronica's..... Ames and i went over there tonight and of course we got to talking about the Tour de France and i'm super stoked bc i can't wait to watch it.... Veronica comes out of her room with this yellow USPS shirt and I'm like woahhhh hold up there nelly..... I can't wait to see Lance Armstrong kick some major ass this summer.... YAHN's going DOWN!!!!!!!!!!! Anyways i can't sleep as always so im out like 80's clothing.... ::

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::ruff, just the way you're mother likes it.......
Im pissed cauuuuse my linkin park ticket was just given away to kates jewish friend, damn that sucks..... I'll give you some barmitzfaINYOURFACE!!!! My $34 ticket just got given away.... Seriously im pissed as hell.... And not to mention my house has been CRAZY today, the only good part was when i saw mikey at the boat show today..... If i didnt see him when i did i figured i would just die.... I'm crazy in love with him (hhahahah thats a song) but seriously i love him so much and when i dont see him for even hours it seems like days.... I never thought i would ever be this happy in a MILLION years but he's everything i could hope for..... Concluding the mikey conversation he's working until 10 again, WHICH SUCKS because i just want to be with him..... I started taking new meds and i feel like im on speed which probably isn't a good idea and furthermore i dont know what speed feels like but if its anything like this I DONT EVER WANT TO DO IT! Ames quit drinking, holy hell.... Her and Johnson decided to call it quits on the alcohol, MORE POWER TO YOU GUYS!!!! AND HOORAY because i quit smoking!!! IM SERIOUS guys, i really did it!!!!! I had a half today to just see if i liked it and I DIDNT.... Minus the fact that i just tried to have one.... I guess i really can't say that i completely quit bc i can guarantee you that when i drink im prob gonna have a cig but ALL THATS BESIDES THE POINT...... Anyways i can't figure out if everything is good or bad because my medicene's all crazy but yea.... So heres a good ole blog for you guys reading this.... I know ive been douching out the blog lately and my sincere apologies....
I LOVE mikey!!!!!::

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::writers block....::

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.:Monday, February 02, 2004:.
::so heather about that math class today?
So today's Monday, way to start of the week anna.... So my sister's friend Katy got engaged today, which is soooo super sweet!!! Her ring is soooooo cute.... I really don't know why i'm blogging because i really don't have alot to say (that could be from the chief session earlier) ANYHOW----> haven't blogged in awhile, thought i would....
So school again at 6 meet ya there......
I love mikey? yep....::

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.:Saturday, January 31, 2004:.
::mradamtoo: did you know that im going on a date with a girl named anna?
mradamtoo: shes in boulder this weekend
APeters03: NO WAY!
mradamtoo: yes way
APeters03: annas are the best!
mradamtoo: heh
APeters03: i can speak on a personal note
mradamtoo: i know me too
mradamtoo: they are the best!
APeters03: :-)
mradamtoo: #1!

mradamtoo: annas are my favorite
mradamtoo: :-)
mradamtoo: you!
APeters03: :-D you're too sweet!!!!!!!!


ADAM = FAVORITE 48!!!!!!! ::

.:Anna blogged on 3:16 PM:.

::So alots happened lately... Burrito came home early yesterday to find ames and i smokin a cig.... So i fessed up and to EVERYONES suprise, guess what I'M QUITTING.... Burrito & Mum Mum where pretty emotional and ames was just like well you guys knew i smoked blah blah.... The only problem is now that i've got it in my head that i'm quitting all i want is a cig.... So this is gonna be really hard and i'm trying to not promise anything, so far so good.... (i guess)
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::I'm in Love....::

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.:Friday, January 23, 2004:.
::Well well well WELL, it's your ole pal anna here, and i haven't written in the blog in QUITE a long time, so basically i've got some catching up to do...... SOOOOO ok we'll start off with the lately's and later get into the general's..... Last night Hedge clip katzamillion, lasagna and i all went to i believe "christoph & oj's" Yes they too recieved good nicknames last night... We ended up playing a few drinking games (sidenote i was DRUNK of wine last night) which is odd because normally i prefer a good brew.... Anyhow lasagna and i left early because she had class today and i wanted to go see mikey... SPEAKING of mikey, we are still very very VERY VERY happy..... We went to the fort worth (is it the childrens museum) and played with all the exhibits.... We had an awesome time.... He's soooooo sooooo sooo wonderful and it's cool to have such a WONDERFUL boyfriend.....
So amy's fat party is tomorrow night (ive been tanning and im roasted) but my dress with look better if im tan so whatta ya do? Get a little red in the ultra bed and say the hell with it.... SPEAKING of AMY's PARTY TOMORROW.... how about some cristal yeah yeah what UP?! Ok ok no cristal but we're gonna be momomomoooosing it up..... and that does INVOLVE champagne.....
So i started school at tcc on tuesday, havent seen a whole lotta people yet but i hear a bunch of people are going there.... SO FOR ALL OF YOU i'm excited to see YOU guys WHEN i do see ya... with the exception of miss cefuckface....ok ok hahhaha just kidding.. Anyways i've got to get a tire checked out because i ran over my bahama breeze shot glass and i think my tire might be flat... or getting there... SO Im over and out.....
HEdGE CLiPz, BAtzmitzmAN, DANZASTANZA, JOOOOHNSON, KATZASMASMAZZIL, LASINGARONIE, -----> i ain't got nothin but LOVE for ya!!!!!!!!!! ::

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.:Wednesday, January 14, 2004:.
::LINKIN PARK TICKETS WENT ON SALE TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok so sum more good news------> I FOUND MY COLDPLAY CD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and mother cita is making tacos for dinner.... So monday mikey came back in town..... At first i didnt' know if i really wanted to see him or not but then everything just kinda fell back into place... MONDAY night chris took me out on his bad ass bike!!!! IT was SOOOOOOO AWESOME!!!!!!! What a rush!!! The only downfall was that it was freezing and my sweater kept coming up so my stomach was frozen, o yeah and did i mention we got LOST for an HOUR AND A HALF?!!!! Yep..... Anyways im super stoked about linkin park, holy shit anyone who knows me knows i could just pee in my pants over going to see them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well i'm gonna go help mum mum make some FOOD....
IN REGARDS TO KATIE AND HEATHER get off the god damn shed!!!!!!!
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.:Sunday, January 11, 2004:.
::So last night heather and I got pretty excited about the fiasco last night.... Well smavishimo ends up coming with us to party, we get there and it was a total joke... On top of everything colby was a royal bitch as usual.... I guess the truth had to come out sooner or later... I'm sorry but my sister when she hangs around that girls becomes colbys twin demon friend... Heather katie and i were freezing outside and amy was gonna smoke a cig well we're like can we have the keys to your car, she practically throws them at my face... AND LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THE DRIVE HOME, amy was driving like a complete maniac, so cool ames thanks for not only ruining my night but my friends too.... She just acted like a complete jerk, and thats not cool, because im not just "SOME FRIEND" that she can pull that shit on... I mean for heavens sake last night amy has one drink and is like anna i can't drive home... ARE YOU KIDDING ME..... SO AMY STARTS BITCHING BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO DRIVE.... not because i can't just because i don't want to.... so im like you know what you're not going to put two of my friends in harms way because you're an idiot so i DROVE HOME THE WHOLE WAY FROM VERONICA's..... KEEP IN MIND IM DOING AMY A FAVOR..... She's a bitch the whole way home and it just doesn't stop... I"M SO SICK OF driving amy's ass around because she's just drank too much... Seriously sometimes i think she invites me to hang with her because she knows if she just doesn't want to drive or wants to drink too much that all she has to do is say anna will you drive.... So anyhow amy drops katie, heather and myself back home get's out of her car and slams the door, sorry ames YOU KNEW YOU WOULD HAVE TO TAKE US HOME.... SHE THEN LATER SENDS ME A MESSAGE that says, anna im sooo much happier here at rocky's!! WHY AMY BECAUSE YOU GOT YOU"RE DAILY DOSE of alcholol into you're system??! I'm so emotional right now and it pisses me of because i live with this girl, and when im pissed theres NOTHING I CAN DO BUT NOW SHES IN THE NEXT DOOR OVER..... UGHHHHHHHHHH...... ITS TIME FOR A BREAK i can't deal with this shit.....
ON A BETTER NOTE MIKEY COMES HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm SO EXCITED!!!!!
And sal's gonna be representing in gvine tonight!!!! YEAH YEAH SAL!!!! ::

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.:Saturday, January 10, 2004:.
::Well havent blogged in awhile, probably because my computer gets viruses every other day! But seriously sooo Mikey went out of town AGAIN yesterday to go do what you might ask, SNOWBOARDING.... O second time in less than a MONTH!!! ooo and not next weekend but the weekend after what's he doing?! SNOWBOARDING.... Honestly i'm really not bitching because i know he's having a grrreat time and if he's happy i'm happy.... So last night Heather and I went to Mikes show, i got to see kyleen lauren and lauren (whom i haven't seen in a long time) It was really cool seeing them again....
So tonight is the GRINGO skate party!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH YEAH WHAT UP SON!!!!!!!! Tons of pro skateboarders i'll take that one on a SILVER PLATTER thanks..... Amy also informed me that we're going to her work fiasco at the Mandalea?----> is that how you spell it? AnYwayS something like that on the 24th... We get to dress up in formal dresses and run around getting crazy drunk and then pass out in a suite... TURD FURGUSON and i will be representing amy on that occasion... LETS SEE heather and i in formal dress'.... SERIOUS ADVENTURAGE.....
RANDOM INFORMATION!!!--->OOOO what's the BEST holiday that's coming up?! VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!!!! ok ok so its not until next month BUT STILL!!!!!!
So i was just talking to my good pal FAVORITE 48hrs adam neese and he's leaving tomorrow!!! I'm sooo sad...... ADAM YOU'LL always be the fav 48..... Ooo and another cool kid i must give props out to is good ole erik smith, i got a chance to talk to him the other day and I'll always have mad love for erik!!!! Glad to hear that him and rachel are still doing good!!! ;)
Ok well mother peters is raging so im gonna clean my room again.....
AND AMY AND JOHNSON----> I will not be reduced to ROBIN... BATMAN FOREVER, ya heard..... Ov & Out!!!!!!!!
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.:Thursday, January 08, 2004:.
::Can we start off with i may be one of the MOST stupid people.... First and foremost what the HELL was i thinking possibly not wanting to be with Mikey.... Last night i almost ruined one of the best things that has happened to me and now i just want to smack myself for being so dumb about it. Last night we had so much fun just being together blah blah blah and then we started talking abotu the summer when he won't be here all that much... At first i was like it doesn't really matter because if we care about each other we'll get through everything, then i was like what the hell i'm not gonna like that i won't see him very often... So i end up leaving in a fuss and i have no clue what he was thinking.... But i got home and realized if i give up mikey i'm a complete ID-10-T (sidenote: you like that one right amy) So after i've called him from my cell phone and my house no answer i'm like shit... So he calls the house and i'm like MIKEY!!!!! thankyou GOD! I explain myself blah blah blah and he's like dont be sorry, whatev... MORAL OF THIS STORY i can be such a idiot with relationships.... I dont' know i've cared about a few people where i really let my heart get involved but with mikey its different... I'm happy when i'm with the kid and what i need to do is concentrate more on being happy with HIM then being upset with the what if's... Time gives answers to everything.....
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.:Monday, January 05, 2004:.
::IM CRAZY ABOUT MIKEY GROSSE........... glad we got that under control.............::

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.:Sunday, January 04, 2004:.
::So all day today i cleaned my room.... Since i moved home from wichita falls i still haven't gotten the room quite the way i wanted it.... So today i spent all day re-arranging all of it..... So this evening kate and i colored some poster board and stuff like that.... AND now we're watching Pirates of the Caribbean.... (One of my personal favorites aside the best of Will ferrell.....)
Anyways Amy and Mikey come home tomorrow!!!!! FINALLY..... Heather and katie aren't coming home until Tuesday, total bummer but i'll be more than excited to see them when they finally come home....
So tomorrow i've got to get my sweet ass up to tcc to finish registering for classes..... I'm def. not looking foward to that.... I've been getting headaches EVERY single day.... UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH..... I seriously swallow about 6 tylenol a day.... My mom thinks it's allergies and stress... Personally i think it's because i never take my contacts out... Possibly something to consider... Well i'm gonna finish up this movie so i can go to sleep and wake up and AMY AND MIKEY come home.... WOO HOO!!!
P.S. Bears in my bed and he's hot as firecracker..... ::

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.:Saturday, January 03, 2004:.
::Ok today just plain sucked..... I miss heather, amy and mikey sooo much.... I can't wait to see all of them... But back to why i'm emotional, so i tried working on heather's painting earlier and i just got so frustrated with my creativity bc nothing was working the way i wanted it too.... I don't know i hate when i start feeling depressed like this because it's so hard to start feeling happy again.... And i dont know all why im so upset because i have so much to be happy for.... It's just hard sometimes to find the motiviation to be happy. I guess this proves that when you don't have the ones you love the most right there next to you when you need them it just makes it all the more hard.... Well im out for the evening, i thought blogging would help but im still in the same state of mind..... ::

.:Anna blogged on 10:21 PM:.

::So how long have josh and I been friends? Oooo yeah since we dated freshman year.... Well aside all that we all know that i haven't wanted to be with him since that time period... Well josh starts bitching at me for NO REASON, o wait it's because he's mad that i've been hanging out with mikey.... Ok i thought i've made it clear for the past 4 YEARS that i haven't wanted to be with him in that way... It's obvious he's emotional because of me and mikey but i can' t help that their neighbors..... Aside all that who gives a shit who's friends with who blah blah...
Goes back to old bullshit.....
Anyways had to get that out of my system.... ::

.:Anna blogged on 6:31 PM:.

::So can i just go ahead and say that i miss heather more than kids miss the zoo... Im sitting at jenn p's last night and i'm talking to heather and Katie GEEKING out.... Those two are so funny!!!! Everyone was looking at me like i was completely insane but trust me the laugh was worth it... Katie and i start talking about saving oscar and heathers supp. throwing up in the closet which come to find (never happened) but that sure as hell would have been funny.... Anyways like i was saying i miss the shit out of HEATHER!!!! Oooo wait that's not her name, TURD FURGUSON!!!! COME HOME DUDE!!!!
So ames went to austin this morning, after the last austin trip i decided hey i'm not going again.... Plus Mikey's coming home tomorrow!!!!!! OOOO yes yes speaking of, not to be 7th grade or anything but we decided to make it official soooo :)!!!!!!!! I had the biggest geek out smile on my face last night.... Haven't had the label guy boyfriend in a long time but its cute....
AnYWAys Who agrees the weather is soooo amazing, i'm gonna go for a run...
Lata::

.:Anna blogged on 2:02 PM:.
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.:Friday, January 02, 2004:.
::I'm pissed right about right now bc amy smoked the only good bud i had left.... She was so drunk coming home from mijos, ooo anna i promise im buying a sack, yea yeah whatever..... Really when was the last time YOU bought a sack.... SO whatev... I'm just pissed bc now i have absolutly no bud..... So thanks amy for acting like you didnt smoke it when in fact i know you did.... NOBODY ELSE COULD HAVE...... it's not like bud just disappears.... Either you smoked or lost it, take your pick....
Enough with being pissed because today was a beautiful day outside!!! I sat outside for a long time listening to music & reading.... You know i did, caus i ain't got no J O B!!! Heathers still in washington right now, I MISS YOU TONS!!!! How about some turd furguson?!
Anyways ROUGH thats the way you'e mother likes it..... ::

.:Anna blogged on 4:18 PM:.
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.:Thursday, January 01, 2004:.
::Well, I'm chilling in my room and i can't figure out if the reason i can't sleep is because i did the anti-cig thing today or because hey I NEVER go to bed early so why would i start tonight.... Ames isn't home yet, wonder what kind of trouble she's getting into....
So i called mikey and his phone is off so i'm guessing its roaming which makes me kinda sad because i wanted to talk to him before i went to bed.... Kate and I just went downstairs to get some food, the dogs are YES still shaved.... OOoo but they look so cute.. Ok i'm gonna watch the sweetest thing and then try to go to sleep..... Hasta manana.....::

.:Anna blogged on 10:36 PM:.
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